I was thinking..............................

I happen to be feeling really sentimental today. I suddenly kinda miss having a boyfriend. The song I am listening to isn't making the situation any better. It is 0230hrs and I am not yet feeling sleepy. Insomnia is my bff. It's weird that I am feeling this way yet I am listening to Eminem, Bow-wow and Drake. This night is gonna be really long.

I have actually started thinking about my life ...love life to be precise. I see myself as a successful woman in future with very beautiful babies but no husband. I have never seen myself in a wedding gown. Is this weird? ??? I'm starting to worry about me. I have met many nice guys but then they mention the word love and I run away.

Girl meets boy. Girl likes boy. Boy likes girl too. Boy says I love you. Girl runs away.

Boy meets girl. Boy flirts with girl. Boy likes girl. Girl likes boy. Boy says he doesn't do relationships. Girl feels better coz she fears commitment.

Boy meets girl. Boy and girl flirt for so long. As long as nothing is defined, girl likes it.

Girl meets boy. Girl gets interested. Boy is UNAVAILABLE.

Boy meets girl. Boy golddigs girl. Girl runs away.

Boy meets girl. Boy says "I wanna fuck you." Girl gets a trauma attack and is rushed to hospital in an ambulance.

I don't want to fall in love. I kinda have this check list.

Fall in love at 27.

Get married at 30.

Get a baby at 34.

Being too much of a free spirit sometimes lands me into a lot shit. I got to pull myself together. I almost have no boundaries. I do have the moral capacity to follow rules though.

I should have a man cleanse. Try sticking to one boy at a time. This topic is really boring>>>>yawning<<<<<<

I am a serial flirt....sometimes, I don't even know I am doing it. My apologies if made your boyfriend stop listening to you for a second....it's my weakness. The thing is, I only compliment guys I like. I flirt with all hot dudes but I only compliment the ones that I really like. As much as I miss being someone's girl, I don't want a boyfriend. I love my life at the moment. It ain't perfect but it's totally awesome. I seldom have emotional needs so a boyfriend is not necessary. I am also annoyingly not a needy girlfriend and I don't want to make any dude feel useless.

I don't know if I made any sense. I kinda needed to write this crap.

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